Absence and Change

Hello Friends,

It’s been well over a month since my last post, and that makes me incredibly sad. I have missed the friends I’ve made in this space, and the solace that typing away here gives me. I’ve thought a lot about what to write to return and for whatever reason, “my thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations” (John Greene).

This morning, this sweet blogger left a comment on my last post, letting me know my absence was noticed, which was just the nudge I needed to return. Lately, life has overwhelmed me.

Back in August, I said farewell to New Jersey, and journeyed across rivers and mountains and plains in my trusty Subaru, and now, I’m writing from America’s Dairyland.  This season of change has been a rollercoaster; full of the highest peaks, and the lowest valleys, and I don’t see the ride’s end yet.  But I do feel a bit of a sense of  inevitability; like I just need to hold on tight and embrace it all, and eventually things will feel smoother.

While hunting for a job, I’ve been auditing a letterpress class, and taking another adult school photography class, and volunteering at a gallery. I’ve found that staying as busy as possible is good for me. Basically that’s where I am: keeping busy and trying to embrace the rollercoaster ride called change. And of course, I’ve been crafting, cooking, photographing, and reading, but unfortunately not gardening along the way. I do want to share those and other leftover tidbits from the summer but first I just wanted to say hello again.

With love from Wisconsin,

Frankie

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18 thoughts on “Absence and Change

  1. Frankie, first I was glad to see you back. Then I was moved by your post and am afraid of turning really sappy now! I don’t know all about the changes in your world, other than what you have written here, but in spite of the fact that change usually ends up “good” (especially when you are so young) it is so hard and so scary. I can probably relate more than I can say. I look forward to your coming posts and I hope you find your job, your next garden and the other important things you need during these changes. Take care.

  2. So glad to see your post pop up! I’m glad the move went well. It will definitely take a long time for the terrain to even out, but this will be a time of your life you’ll never forget!

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